Gratefully recovering.

I suffer from instant gratification plus high expectations. I want my jaw pain to disipate right away. It is a little less Today. I dream if less male shauvenist pigs. I wish for more Stand Up Comedy gigs. I have done four now. At least I know how. I just registered for the Raw Melbourne Comedy Festival. A Comedy Revival. I am a Poet and you all know it. I have to turn a blind eye to all societies shams and scams. I attend Ruckus Poetry Slams. I got boohed off last time for going overtime. But I got given a tribute Dinasaur as my indicative sign. I am an artist 🎨 and I have my Spiritual Awakening painting in an Exibition in December. A pain free day I cannot remember. I am seriously patient waiting for a venue for my Covid Chaos Exibition. I’ve had two cancel and it’s a sore sad sorry situation. Patience is growing, and my anxiety may not be showing. My voice and timing has improved immensely singing in the Love ❤️ St Blues Band 💙 through Communify. When I started four years ago I would come in just when I thought it was cool. An upfront silly fool. But everyone should embrace their own voice. But it is a life choice. I have improved heaps since in music 🎶 therapy. It is my favourite and essential part of my ongoing recovery. I practice a wide range of creativity. It is great value in dissolving my anxiety. Because of P.T.S.D. and anxiety. I have started medication for my A.D.H.D. My newest diagnosis because if my tutor Kirsty. My balcony garden is very very green. It makes me smile and enjoy my Serenity. Just For Today I will practice gratitude for everything that I have due to being in recovery. I desire for everything in my journey. I must learn to keep my side of the Street clean and it will protect me. V.C.S. ©️